The Slow ‘Mo
Was in the mood to do my laundry
At a very early morning – 1am
Gathered my socks and undergarments
And soaked ‘em with fabric conditioner for a final swim
Time to hang them up
And let the morning breeze kiss them
As I get my last pair of socks to join the crew,
I slipped on the floor, not as quick as I imagined
But like a scene edited for a show,
In a funny slow ‘mo.
Tag, Your It! (I was tagged on facebook)
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Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You must tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I’d like to know more about you, or you to know more about me (but it’s okay if you don’t take the time … really … {sniffle} … I’ll understand).
(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions or a similar facsimile in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people [in the right hand corner of the app] then click publish.) 1. I have this habit of daydreaming halfway through my meal. Though not intentional (things just pop up in my head and make me stop eating), I always end up with a little bit of food left on my plate for a couple of minutes. he he. But don’t worry; I still get to clean up my plate. It just takes a much longer time than usual. 2. I get so irritated every time i hear someone say/shout these words: kapal (with a grin on the face), excuse me?!(Sarcastic voice), stupid, silly, ano?!/huh?!, what???!#% etc. This space will never be enough for my hot buttons. he he 3. I do crazy things just to get myself to sleep. ^_~ 4. I only drink coffee after i get really drunk. 5. I really find it hard to express my feelings in person. I’d rather show them in some other ways you might not have thought of. So the quote, “actions speak louder than words”, just doesn’t work for me at all. U have to watch for and listen to my words than expect to see some actions. That quote for me, is just for the guys. I’m really not that showy. Slight/mild lang. ha-ha. This goes with all types of relationships I deal with. 6. I didn’t know that a kid admires me, til he told me, how he so wanted to be like me — who can type even if my eyes are closed. ^_^ 7. I am actually thinking right now how long it’ll take me to finish this 25 random stuff about me and fill up this notepad — while my customer is on hold on the other line, waiting to be conference over. he he 8. I hate flying cockroaches. hirap habulin para mapatay eh. hehehe 9. I love all types of strawberries. From fruits, to jellies, to key chains, to ice creams, to anything strawberry! ^_^ 10. I am a frustrated model. haha! that’s why I am dreaming to build my own modeling agency someday — who will cater to ladies and gentlemen who were asleep when God bestowed heights to mankind, but are well fit and are confident enough to strut their stuff (from how they carry themselves in public to the clothes they wear). Sponsors are very much welcome. haha ^_~ 11. I also want to teach kids on how to act. I dream of putting up a company for kids/teens’ acting workshop. I just want them to learn and be professional at an early age. Their future will be on their hands. Sharing my experiences have always been considered one of the things I love to do here on earth while I live 12. I honestly am tired of taking calls. But I won’t regret that for every customer I speak with, I keep on learning new things. Learning is the one thing I won’t get tired of. 13. minsan din OC ako. ayoko nakakakita ng mga tambak na hugasan sa lababo. hehe. 14. This is what, my third day filling this freaking’ list up?! haha. di ko pa rin matapos tapos! LOL 15. I miss working out. mukhang matatagalan bago ako makabalik ulit sa gym. hayyyst… 16. I got fond of having my classmates/crushes/teachers/friends fill up numerous slumbooks I had when I was in elementary and high school. Well, most of us have filled out or owned slumbooks back then right? 17. I still keep some very old pictures and memorabilia which dates, I think way, way back preschool. Sadly, though, most of my treasured collections were swept away by a freakin’ storm. I don’t remember its name anymore. 18. I miss our old place in antipolo. I heard that the people living there now, in our house back then, are all ‘macho guys’(or should I say ‘body builders’? creepy). totoo nga ba? Attention to my friends there in villa cecilia, paki-imbestiga nga. hehe 19. I haven’t seen like 2 or 3 of my inaanaks for years now. I dunno how old or how tall they are na than me! I just miss them. 20. Yes, I am quiet. This, for others makes me weird. I just don’t like talking when I don’t have anything to say ^_^ 21. I hate gossips/gossiping. Especially if the issue is not about me or anyone I know of. ^_~ 22. OC din ako sa spelling/grammar. Not that I or anyone need/s to be ‘perfect’ when I talk to them or read their work. I am also not perfect of course. Maybe i just got used to correcting myself or others’ work since i learned the basic rules during my English classes from elementary to college. 23. one of my pet peeves din is yung mga pa-cute magtext or sa text, na nadadala nila sa pagsusulat ng formal letters at sa pagsasalita (i.e., hello pow, ayokow – pwede namang ‘ayoko’ at ‘hello po’ nalang) hehehe. tsaka yung ‘po’ ng ‘po’ sa bawat sentence nalang at kahit di nakatatanda ang kausap. pasensya na, i don’t mean to be rude. These are random things about me anyway. Hehe 24. I only say “I love you” when I mean it ^_^ 25. (hay sa wakas! Tapos na! hehe) I don’t need to participate on speed dating now. happy nako *wink wink* (^u^.) |
My Escape
6PM
Makati
We met again. That guy who always makes my heart skip a beat everytime he shows up. That guy whom I thought was the person I long been waiting for. That guy who let me fall in love again after years of being alone. That guy who brings out the best in me whenever I know he’s there to be proud of what I’ve achieved.
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A TEXT MESSAGE
I just received a message from him. He was confined in the hospital for 5 days. I was glad to hear from him that he’s doing fine now and I was glad that he made me aware of his situation – even if its too late.
I wanted to take care of him while he’s recovering from sickness; I wanted to be there and see him get well. I wanted him to realize that despite our contradicting schedules, I can make a way to be there for him — because I want to. But I guess, he doesn’t.
I don’t know if he’s hiding something from me. I don’t even know if he sees or feel me…
Or yeah, maybe most of you already know it. He’s just not into me.
Coz he WAS that guy. That guy…who maybe, never really fell for me…at all.
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SIGNING OFF
This was one of those days where I just go out and check my sites and emails in an internet cafe for about 3 to 5 hours til I feel tired and sleepy. And yeah, part of it was to see if who among my friends are online too and have a simple chat and get connected.
I saw his name pop up (Clark Kent is now online). When I checked his status – Busy. So I just gave him a short message and like asked how he was recovering from his sickness. Knowing that he wont respond right away and thinking he might not respond at all, I closed the message window after a few minutes.
But he did. After about like an hour or two, he said he was okay, though he still coughs and that he’s working while at home. I was delighted when I saw that message window active again. Its been so long that I was able to catch him online. He asked what am I doing, why am I online and if I was off for the day. I said I just waited for him to respond before I logout to know if he’s okay or if he’s already back in the office; and that my shift starts tonight from my Sunday off.
I started asking questions again – thinking it will be a good time to know him more and his plans for Christmas. I asked where will he and his family be on Christmas day. He answered he do not know yet. I asked if his siblings will go home from the states, he said he don’t know. Then he asked why do I want to know.
I learned that if someone asks you “Why do you want to know?” it means that they don’t want to answer your question and you better not insist. So when I saw that, I know I asked a wrong question. Yet I answered back, and the reason was that I just want to know more about him (his life, about his family etc).
Hence, what I thought was a good start, ended up by him – Signing off.
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I felt crushed. Even if this was not the first time he did that, I felt like I was so dumbfounded this time; it was like, that’s his only way to let me know he doesn’t want me to be a part of his life at all. And it was like I was too numb to even realize and feel it through his actions.
I know I might be overanalyzing these things, but I was really hurt. As I said, it was not the first time he signs off whenever we’re in the middle of an online ‘conversation’; and this does not include yet the times that he will just suddenly stop replying after long exchange of text messages.
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But you know what? This could be my first time… to let him go.
Like what Tom’s friend said in the movie 500 Days of Summer, “the only way to let a girl go (in this case, to let a guy go) is to turn him into literature”. Now that I’ve written much about him since last year, I can say that before this year ends, I am ready…
to finally move on and wait for the guy who will be worthy of this attention that I am giving him; and to whom I may finally be worthy of.
This is my escape.
I am still the captain of my ship and I am still the master of my soul.
-The End-
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Hooray for 100!
After how many days of thinking about what I am going to write for my 100th post, I finally thought of just sharing what I have learned from the day I started creating this site until the day I was labeled a “true blogosphere citizen”. Ü
I may look or sound stupid while you run through this list, but yes I was – and I know I still have a lot to learn. Enjoy! ^_0
I learned
… how to insert a hyperlink
… how to attach an image properly without having your blog appear so cluttered
… how to “monetize” my blog (thanks boss Ü)
… how to be a “follower”
… how to keep an eye on the blogs I follow
… how to use CSS
… that there’s just too many topics to write, but so little time to compose and post them
… that there are indeed good writers
… that there are “real” people who takes their time out to read what I have to say and is more than willing to share their feedbacks/reactions
… that in the course of time and after all these has been posted, I was able to make a single person – out of millions in this world, SMILE Ü
Yifee!!!
I just received a message on my Multiply that my blogspot won the “Basta Lovelife” book from Kuya Kevin!!! Yehey!!!
I just can’t keep my happiness and I just can’t stop smiling. I’m excited to hold my own copy!!! heehee
Oh! Let’s just sidetrack. My previous post is about Kuya kevin’s view of the Call Center Culture. In line with this, GCF Connect will be having an event exclusively for all of us (love-sick,love-less,hopelessly-inlove,crazy-inlove,stuck-for-love and feeling-not-loved).Whatever your status in love is, I’m sure you’ll enjoy.
You may visit GCF Connect’s site too to know more details about the group and the upcoming event by July 25th ‘o9. See you guys there! ^_0
I Am Never Unworthy
I may not have the most beautiful and softest hand you always want to touch
I may not have a pretty nice feet that you’ve been craving for
I may not have the cutest eyes you always want to stare at,
And I may not have the most supple lips you so wanted to kiss.
I may not be as smart as you, to get all your message across
And I may not be as vocal and clear, as you want me to be.
But these I assure you:
These are the hands of hardwork which will not let go of holding you if you decide to fall and give up to whatever life brings you
These are the feet that will walk with you no matter how far and long the path it is that you want to trail on.
These are the eyes which will look up to you and respect you no matter what happens,
And these are the lips that will always remind you of your worth.
I am smart enough to know when to stop if I know you have to win so we won’t end up fighting,
And I can be vocal enough to let you know how your words sometimes or most of the time could hurt without you knowing it.
It is true
I may not have all the things you want in a lover..
But I will always know what I am worthy and capable of
And to whom this love is worth sharing for.
Lucky, Unlucky
We have this kind of a Raffle draw each week, based on our CSAT (Customer Satisfaction) scores. I happen to be one of the lucky agents who’s included on the list. And the prize for this week? Is none other than one of my precious “wants” in life…hehe…a Digital Camera – which by the way should replace my very old Kodak C300 cam I bought 3 years ago. Here’s the prize:
Well, as always…I didn’t get the prize…I just never win in any raffle draw or contest! huhuhu…poor me…hehehehe…talk about very unlucky.
HEHEHE
The Loner
I have always been branded a Loner. People almost always see me alone. But that doesn’t mean I don’t belong to a group. In fact, I belong to about 3 to 6 groups or maybe more than that. From my childhood set of friends; to church choir members; to my highschool and college organization peers; to my officemates, and so on and so forth. 
Maybe I don’t appear sociable for some, but heck I am. Given the right time, people, place and occassion maybe. Sounds choosy? Yeah, maybe you’re right. I’d rather be alone for a while and enjoy what I’m doing for the time being, than find myself in a group of people when all they do is talk about someone,criticize them from what they wear to what happened in that person’s life; to hollywood or showbiz buzz, to everything that they can discuss just to ‘talk’.
Let’s just say I buy more of a good talk – having said that, I want to be in a group who knows how to handle a good ‘conversation’ and not just ‘talk’. I know you know the difference.Ü
Maybe I am not a Loner. That’s because I also don’t do all things on my own. I still know how to manage and be a team player.
Besides, being alone is not bad is it? I can do whatever I want on my own convenience and in my own pace, without stepping on other’s shoes. Don’t be deceived of my silence though, feel free to approach and befriend me. I know I can still bring something new on the table. Ü
It’s just so Freakin’ Cold!!!
As what I’ve stated on my birthday confession post, lamigin ako – sobra. That even a single blow on my ear from a cold breath will give me goosebumps all over! Haha…I’m not kidding. Ü
People in the office are wondering why I always wear my super worn out “foot socks” whatever my get-up is. I just don’t care if my foot socks don’t jive with what I’m wearing (as if I follow a fashion trend though.haha, nah..), as long as my feet is covered. And also, I can’t help but put a cover on my head (hood if i’m wearing a jacket; handkerchief if I’m not wearing a hooded jacket. hehe, or just anything I can put on top of my head will do). My head is just case sensitive – haha, case to case sensitive that is. SO sensitive. Ü Most especially if the airconditioner is above my head. I just cant stand it. Plus, it sometimes triggers headache – worse my migraine. And-that-is-not-good. Ü
Oh well, I was just wondering how much more if I decide to live out of this country and encounter the Real Freezing Cold with my dream snow? I don’t think this outfit on the picture will be sufficient enough to heat me up. Haha. But if I look as gorgeous as this lady on the picture, I know I can pull it off. *wink*
Addicted to Green Tea
I recently found myself addicted to Firenze of Chicago’s Green Tea which was made available in our office pantry. Haha, nothing unusual to the taste though, but it’s like the color of what you see on this picture. Not the literal “green” tea you see in the market.
I sometimes add creamer to my tea. The creamer which most people add in their coffee. And whenever I am asked why I mix it in mine, I just smile and say “wala lang…parang milk tea lang yan eh.hehe Ü
In fact, I heard a colleague say how she so wanted to drink it too as often as I do so she can lose weight and have the figure I have; but she just don’t like the taste. Well, I can’t blame her. Teas do really taste bitter if you don’t know how to make it sweet and taste better for your own satisfaction. Ü
Oh, and I’d rather be a Tea Addict than be a Coffee Addict. Haven’t heard any bad or negative outcomes on drinking tea – yet. Wanna share? Ü
When Money suddenly Mattered to me
Why did i become so interested in Financial Stuff these past few weeks?!? Am i getting ready to settle down? Uh-oh…i don’t think so..not yet! hahaha..Well, i know i’m getting older and the time’s ticking..I better prepare. :p
I just found another interesting article here. Check it out! 
When spending gets the hell out of me
I just want to share this link that i got from my boss’ site, on this uber sleepy Saturday shift. =)
25 of Jha’s Confessions before she turns 25 Ü
I was really surprised that one of my dearest friends, Norman, who will also celebrate his 25th year this month first posted his “25 Things” in his multiply site before I do. Ü Not that I am mad at him or anything. In fact, natuwa akong malaman na it was not just me who thought of posting some kind of ‘personal’ information before we hit 25. So since nauna siya, I decided to spice up a little bit of what’s on my list. I made this some kind of a Confession List. hehe..
Though you may also be surprised to find out some things we have in common, I know I wont be as good as a writer like him. But I still do hope u enjoy reading. Ü
1. I didn’t have a very nice childhood. I was born with a pair of “squint-eye” (in Tagalog, “banlag”). So years before i had my very first eye operation in summer of 1995, I have to deal with kids calling me ‘duling’, and years of having no one to befriend with – but my shadow and my guardian angel. Ü
2. Despite my disability (err, i dunno if i can call that disability kasi sobrang linaw daw ng mga mata ko nun sabi ng mga doctors i had my checkup with. klangan lang daw maiayos sa dapat kalagyan ang mga mata ko so I wont appear that way to the public), I still managed to be on top of my class and even achieved the Best Actress Award when I started joining the Dramatic Club when I was in Grade 2. Ü This is when I started practicing my passion in Stage Acting. Ü
3. I was a really pasaway kid back then. Kasagsagan ng cartoons na “Pollyana”, 
so on the last day of my operation week, after sacrificing not to scratch my eyes because of the stitches for days, I had the guts to ask my loving doctor if I can alrdy take off the bandage around my eyes so i can watch Pollyana, promising him that I will not touch it. He agreed. Yey! (But because of that, my supposed to be 2nd eye operation session did not push through coz I demanded to go home and watch there, not in the hospital. Yan tuloy, di sobrang naayos mata ko.haha. Most people still asks me now why one of my eyes is smaller than the other. Kasi nga ganun nangyari…I just cant tell them the whole story…hehehe)
4. I became the class president when I was in Grade 5. But believe me, it was not that easy and fun as i had imagined it to be. Because even if my eyes were alrdy okay after the operation, my classmates then were still fond of calling me the word mentioned earlier, and to add up to my sadness then, they even made a story that I was sipsip to all our teachers that’s why they voted me as the class president so I would be the ‘utusan’. I even had an encounter with a piece of paper thrown at me with a drawing of my eye on a red pen while i was erasing the board. 
5. Being on an all-girls’ school from elementary to highschool has always been tough for me. Competition was always there. So it was very hard for me to pursue my dreams in acting like how i started in my younger yrs, even audition for the ComArts club in highschool was very tough. So i just ended up joining the Library Club on my first 2yrs in highschool (yeah, boring…but thats when i started to learn how to organize things in chronological order.hahahah) and The Girl’s Scout on my last 2years.
6. Because I ddnt enjoy my elementary and highschool years, I made the decision to apply on a Coed University so i no longer will experience being torned between what i want and who I wanted to be.
7. I was really hoping and praying that I’ll pass UPCAT so i can pursue Stage Acting with well-respected professors in UP. They just dont round off average grades. They need to see an 85 even on your report card. I happen to have 84.99 average, so I ddnt make it. argghhh…but heck! My ever supportive dad enrolled me to UP’s Summer Acting Workshop in 2001 
and I still ended up working with and being taught by well-respected professors and directors Mr. Tony Mabesa (TV/Stage Actor-Professor) and Mr. Ojie Juliano. Ü I had the most unforgettable theater experience so far back then Ü
8. I focused on studying hard (yeah i did :p) during the first semester in college (first sem lang..haha) which lead me unexpectedly to join class debates with a team I barely knew at first, but they now end up to be an inspiration for me. I ddnt join any organizations back then coz I was really driven to be one of the members of The FEU Theater Guild. So I did everything to know and learn how i could make it to the cut. I watched their shows, i watched how they do auditions for new members, and of course compose my audition piece I became a neophyte for FEU Theater Guild on my 2nd year in college.
Believe me, i didn’t miss a single opportunity that come my way when I was with that group. Ü 
9. I had my very first guy friend when I was in college. He eventually became a boyfriend w/c my and his family approved of despite our age and distance
10. I had all my firsts with that guy when I was 16… or was I 17 then? I cant remember. haha. patay Ü
11. Since I had all my firsts with him, I also had my first heartbreak and a ton of infidelity issues with him. Sa guy na un talaga ako natuto honestly. Thanks to you. Ü
12. I had my very first yahoo account and profile setup in the year of 2001. And since then, I had been so addicted to online things. Ü
13. My first online meetup with a total stranger was a disaster. I agreed for him to take me home in Antipolo (our house then) after my and his enrollment that day in UST. I ended up losing 500 pesos when I woke up the following day. My brothers and sister were the witnesses. Good thing he didnt kill me when I refused to have sex with him the night before. Crazy bastard. Days after that incident, i found out that guy was a cousin of one of my blockmates in college. Small world!
14. That scenario didn’t shake the hell out of me. I dunno why. I still agreed to meet people whom I befriend with online. And up to this day, Im not sure how many guys I already have met. Such a blessing that no matter how different each guy that I met was, I still come out alive and thankful for meeting them. They taught me a lot and they added different colors to my world Ü
15. If u would notice, I’d rather meet guys online, and know them deeper when we finally meet in person, than meet guys from bars/discos/parties. That’s because I dont like going to those types of places. Not that i havent been to bars/discos/parties or anything. I just dont see the point why you will spend so much money going there, dress up to impress, dance like crazy and buy drinks just to hook up and look for some eligible bachelors inside no offense meant to party goers. I just dont like giving too much pressure and effort to myself to be prepped up for just one night of partying Ü
16. I dont believe in courtship. I mean, though sometimes i crave for the traditional type of getting a girl’s ‘yes’ by giving them flowers and stuff (that’s considering the guy’s effort for me). But I just dont buy the aspect of courtship in such a way that girls will get the attention/things they want for a span of time, and guys giving and showing their best foot forward in those days/months of courtship, then suddenly be shocked that either the girl dont like them in the end, or the guy will just get tired of giving her attention, leaving the girl wondering what she did wrong. Ü If two persons feel the same way, go take the risk. No matter how short or long the time u spent with each other had passed, if u feel something, then go for it. Just say it. If u dont, then let go. Stop wasting each other’s time and money
17. I love the outdoors. Id rather spend the whole day or night with someone, outside the metro and enjoy each other’s company, than spend the whole day w/ someone who cant think of anything more exciting than watch a movie and sleep together afterwards Ü
18. I have many friends, but only few really knows who I truly am. And i love those people who dont judge me even if they know I’m already doing things that’s not right. They let me learn from my mistakes on my own.
19. I dont like spices. 
Even the slightest spice on any food can make me red all over from my face to my neck. So please….spare the sili…arggghhh..hehe
20. I am a lover of White Chocolates. not just chocolates w/c has anything written “Chocolate milk” or “milk chocolate” on it…i want the real WHITE chocolates! Ü 
21. Lamigin ako…sobra…I even have my own kumot, and foot socks in the office…ung makakapal…my office friends are a witness to that..hehe…soon il have my own gloves and bonet maybe..hahaha…its just freakin’ cold there!
22. I can stay for more than 12hrs in front of a PC. That’s because i have numerous emails, websites and online accounts that I need to check intensely and watch out for. I have been hacked so many times na rin..kaya ko binabantayan mga sites ko..hehe
23. I miss the old school Love Letters. I still keep kasi mga lumang sulat from diffrent people from years back..i just feel so important and immortal pag nakikita ko ung mga un..hehe..I treasure them..kaya lang nakakatamad ang magpunta sa post office to mail a response, so maybe id rather reply using other means…hahaha…unfair Ü
24. Most of my friends get advise from me about sex/love/relationships. I dunno why. Ü
25. This is the first time I broadcasted some of my deepest secrets to the entire world. Ü
A glimpse of my cyber life
It’s really amazing how u get to know people from different walks of life in the internet. Yes they say people who go and meet online or even try their luck in searching for love online has no guarantee. But it’s not that bad either. Of course there will always be some who’ll just try it for fun and make fond of using other people’s profile just to get hooked or something. But still, if you’re lucky enough, you’ll sooner or later find out that there are people who are real to themselves. No matter where they live or what they do for a living.
Some may say that “nah…you wont know if they’re for real. because they can hide who they truly are once they’re online”…But you really wont know til you meet them right?
Well, i haven’t met this new friend of mine though.He said he’s 30..living in Virginia Beach VA…He shared his stories from how his heart was broken by fil-am girls there, to how he really wanted to live a simple life…with Filipino values that was instilled in his heart from the time he was born, to how much he wants to come back here and live differently.
I know we just finished talking about our lives in YM…for about 5minutes before i decided to write this down. But that doesnt mean il stop believing that there’s still some quality things you can talk about online than just getting to know each other and ask about their usual stuff.
This conversation for sure will last for a long time…coz it didnt just began wtih a simple hi…but ended with me teaching him how to speak and understand straight tagalog and him teaching me some weird slang words from their country..hehehe Ü
wiL.08:17
God, i miss you…
i miss the usual conversation we have
i miss the times i spend with you even though i have to run errands
i miss the way you talk coz u always inspire me and
i miss the way you look at me whenever im telling my story
i miss the day when we first talked
i miss the day when you first took my hand to walk
side by side we journeyed through
the life you gave me upon knowing you
i miss you, i really do
and i hope i get to see you again
i hope you wont just show in my dreams and
do hope you wont forget that someone here on earth really misses you
and wishes for you to come back to ease my longing again for your hand
What’s with 8/8/08?
…im smiling…
…this is a smiling day for me..
…i dunno why…heehee
~oh, a guy in the elevator a while ago called my attention on my way up to work…he said he was my school mate…i asked him from what batch year he was in, he said 2000….i said mine was 2005…he said he also graduated from the same course – MassCommunication…but i dont really recall his face…maybe because he was on a higher batch than i am…unless 2000 was the year he started in college, then we could have been on the same batch…Ü
we were unable to exchange names though…the elevator opened on my stop..*sigh*
he’s cute! Ü wish to bump on him again soon…heehee! ~
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oh, one more thing!
my office/teammate just gave birth today 8/8/08 at 8:08PM or AM? (ooohhh..i forgot if its morning or evening…heehee!the healthy baby girl’s name is Brihanna Alexi…nice! ~ she underwent caesarian …if ur wondering how that happened…Ü)
wow..i missed this
its been so long now that i havent written down my thoughts…maybe i was just escaping the world of journalism..or maybe i just got tired of writing…nah…i dont think so Ü
but anyway, one thing’s for sure…i cant let go of the thought that i finally met(oh, i havent met him yet..haha)~ lets just say i finally had the chance to know a guy who doesn’t like sex…and he meant it.
well, he actually referred to it as he’s not the type of guy who will just do the deed for the sake of it but actually make-love…as the clichê goes “he’ll do the deed w/ someone who loves him and not just do it for fun coz it’ll be just a waste of time”…now, that’s new! he really impressed me.
and being the cosmo girl that i am, i just really ddnt believe him right away…i’ve heard it, been there-done-that-thing yadda-yadda…Ü
he left a thought for me though. why’d he trust me right away? we just knew each other for only 2days,and we havent met. sounds weird right?
hmmm…nevertheless, i liked him. not just because i was impressed of his honesty (that ws a plus though)..but also because he said he felt a connection..hmmm…that’s cool…Ü
at the end of the day, all he left on me was a thought of maybe he’s the One…
i know its too early to say…i know….alright…come what may then…Ü
john.8:06
i have to be positive
…but sometimes being positive doesn’t guarantee a good and exact result..it may just leave u wanting something so bad to really turn out right the way you want it to be…
New team =)
im with carla’s team now…
and im with the group for STS…
arrrggghhhh..
it will be more on the rest of the agents on avail, and us will be on queue for the offers…
it will be a different amount of workload now…but thats okay…im hanging on..hehe
looking forward for the new experience..new batch of people to deal with..and new challenges to face w/ the team..heehee…so exciting! 
What a surprise!
he finally remembered me…
after 3weeks of no communication, meet up and excuses, he finally texted me!
ayos na daw kasi phone niya…finally [sigh]
i’m almost in the verge of giving up u know…kasi parang walang nangyayari at pinatutunguhan relationship namin… i havent heard from him for weeks…=(
but then again, there ws a sudden rush of hope when i unexpectedly rcvd a msg from him just this night..
tell me,should i believe now that this will be a start of a good thing?
…i just wish the “wait” is worth waiting for…
dennise.06:24
i need sum sleeeeeeeep!
its very difficult to go through the day if ur feeling so sleepy…
imagine…i got home from my training with Herbalife by 2:30pm…ate my lunch till 3:00pm…then logged online to check my invite responses…
and literally speaking, i havent had some sleep from 9:00am…went straight to work by 6:00pm, without eating dinner and felt myself so dizzy and hungry in the jeep. :p
i know it will all pay-off…im still left feeling okay, as long as i know my prayers are slowly answered…
my guests are showing up now, realizing the opportunities laid before them..im getting more confident about my business that i’ll be able to reach the top…
and i know all it takes is hard work…very,very, hard work :p
“So help me God…”
What a call…
just got out of a 33-minute call from an old customer….
on the onset of the call, we’re talking good..everything’s fine til he explained what he wants to do on his account (which is way,way impossible)…
well, at least the call was not escalated and ended up w/ him apologizing for sounding rude to me…he even wished that my next caller will be nicer than him.
that’s a good start to move on Ü
First day high
Alex Krantz mentioned you in our staff meeting about a complimentary letter we received from a customer you helped.
Great job and Thanks for all you do -
Kim”
I usually receive compliments from borrowers, email blasted by my supervisor to the entire site. And i admit this was the very first time i had appreciated the company’s effort in showing us we deserve to be treated well despite of the long calls and irate customers we have in a day…because for the very first time since i started taking calls, they made an effort to cut a simple card for my service.
The great thing about the card though? it was hand-written by our boss w/c made the compliment more enticing for me!
**this is my very first blog….and my very first light-hearted day since i joined Chase Ü **
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